goodbye 2011..welcome 2012....

Salam n a good day
arynieh..nak wat ENTRY 4 the last day as 2011 member
the time flies so2 fast kan
bru jer masuk uni tgok2 da abis 1 SEM
bru je kua ngan pkwe bulan2 sebelum nieh
nak jumpe balik da
 bulan yang same 4 the next year
so .
ok x 2011 ntok korg?

4 me n my bf nieh
a lots of happiness,sadness..
sume all together
ALHAMDULLILAH
dengan izin Allah
we all in a relationship again
doa2kn kitorg taw korg!
:)

so 4 this entry
i will update about the journey along diz 2011 wif my mr.F
:)

pics n also some descriptions after diz..

Diz picss stories about our first date after lastday kitrg jumpe kt tepeng
which was my Girl's Guide Camporee..sumpah lame giler2
n FYI..date nieh paling official
hahaha..b4 nieh malu2 lah kann last kt our school
;)

malam b4 nak jumpe nieh..i stayed kt umah member at Kajang
malam tuh xpyh cakaplahh
nebesss gilerr
mane x nyeee..
da ame xjmpe
haiyaaaaa
actually we have 2 days 4 date diz time
heeee~~n pic nieh 2nd day if i'm not mistaken
pi kat  ktm mid kott nieeh

proceed to the next..

inilah my handsome..tough..mr F..
nieh  mek kt food court MID
kitorg makan TEPPANYAKI
his faveret..i mkn lauknyee jee..:)
teppanyaki tuh yg kt bwh picss die..
compulsary food is Teppanyaki tuh la
xkire beef ke chicken ke mix ke
but sgt sdp

 

next.....
ini chinese calligraphy
me n my mr.F
ATIQAH LOVE FIRDAUS
sgt2 susah nak wat nieh
tp siap jgk
nieh i wat mase de Chinese New Year Event kt matrik i dulu
yawww..kenangan!

our rings
but now kt jari i jer yg tgal
yg mr.F punyer da ilang
coz during his trip ke KOrea
time amek wudhuk then xtau la ring tuh da kemana
:(
sedih kan..(?)

next is 2nd date

nieh 3 ary kitorg kua
fist day
xplan langsung
kitorg g ALamanda
dat time xamek pon pic
mr F nieh sush skit nak amek pic
pic mahal katekan
;0
nieh pic mase kt KTm kajang
sementara tunggu sis datang
kitorg snap2 la pic
;)

haaa..jeng2..
comel x??

FIRA (brown),miss pinky (pink lahh kan)
MR TWINKLE(yellow0
HAHAHA
peneman tidoo mr F N me
nieh hadiah2 along diz year
ade lg
belt,wallet
angry bird pillow
baju

bag
n sooo onnn..
:)

dat all 4 last entry of diz year
have a nice day
enjoy the rest hours 4 diz 2011

p/s:doakan i semoga berjaya lam exam coming soon
3/1/2012-9/1/2012
n xsabar nak jumpe mr.F
hee wait 4 me yaa;,syg
:)
till we meet 4 the new chapter of the new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR MALAYSIANS

~~ Day 2 : alone~~

Salam..
me again~~..
soory syg ,b kua td...
bosan n ase homsick sgt2
so that b kua..
b da gtau abah n umi


okayh y tibe2 gf day2 da.
nak bce yg day 1
click diz link yee

http://juzasimplejournal.blogspot.com/

woot3..
bce tw,,
heeee~~

actually..gf rindu sgt3. kt bf nieh
since 2 days
xdpt pon lg msg from him
hemmm
;(

sunyi sgt2,bf xder
xder sape nk teman gf

okayh..
nak nangis lak ase

bubye sume...

semoga my love n his mama sihat n selamat hendaknya..
aminnn

reminder b4 boarding~~~

salam..

juz a short entry

not in the mood
huhuhu

bf is going 4 a trip
huhuhu
so gf sgt2 sdih

uhukkk...

5,6 days mybe dy g sne
b4 depart td
dy siap pesan jgn nangis
when the call end
tpp kn...
gf xkuat orgnyeee
hati wanita kan
cepat tersentuh

lg2 org tersayng cakap cmtuh

alahaiii
bf ckp..diz is one of the way to trainne gf
mane tau naty da kawen dy kne outstation kee
xkan ke kene tinggal jgk
rindu okayh!!

so nilahh reminder from bf

• jgn lupe mayang
• jgn lupe mkn
• jgn nngis
• jgn nakal2
• jge diri k
• doakan abg ngn mama slmt sumenye k
• sy syg awk sgt2..salam

the last one make my tears flow outttt,dear..
 uisshhhh tacing sungguh
saya pon syg awk

n bf jnji nak msg gf
1 msg/day

during dy kt Korea naty
its such okay ape than xlgsg kn

time diz entry ditulis
u already depart about one hour n 10 minutes ago

n i already miss u

so wat happen to the next2 daysss
(mmg bukan nak g menetap disana,tp da xboley berenggang beginilah jadinyee)

uuwaaaaa
nak nangis
huhuhuhu


:: dear::
:::::: jage diri plesss::::

***have a nice n enoyable trip wif ur mum***
"""" I LOVE YOU Sayang """"

enough

lagi banyak
lagi wat perasaan nak nangis bnyk
salam

smurf vs smurfette..:)

HyEE..
Salamm..
entry baru lg!
gf bru abis tgok THE SMURF!
syookk sgt2 when tgok si comel n si ensem acting
katty perry's voice marvelous okayh!..:)

so in diz story gf imagine the married couple is gf n bf.
auuwww3..(bf pon suh imagine taw!)
soooo swwweeettt..
hahaahha

soo..we all nak beli smurf and smurfette tuh
hahaha

BESAR PUNYER taw!...

comell kan!~~..auww2..:0

smurfette loves smurf!

inilah yang bf nak beli..BESAR la naty nak beli!

ini yg gf nak beli..heee~~she's so cute...:))

okayh sekian
nieh gara2 the smurf..
hahaahaha

i love diz song~~

we Love Our LiFe...:)

me again~~
Salam ...

lame jgak x menconteng di blog..
asyik2 menconteng di wall fb

fb tuh semakin bosan tp..gf stil bukk.

heee~~
nak bertwitter tp xreti lorh~

sebenarnyee..xtau la pe yg nak storiee..

ok la cite sal LIFE of US

since bf ngah tunggu nak msuk new field
bole dikatekan almost his time ngan game
xpon futsal..xpon teniss
heee~~
all these mmg hobbies dy
so no objection okayh!
gf kene laa bagi dy buat sume tuh
(bek kn!..:) ..)
lgi satu tabiat makan meggie
haiyaaa ,xtau nak ckap ape da
nak jage body katenyee
he's a tough man ok!..
:)

gf plak ary2 mkan ayam..ayam..ayam..
but stil bf cakap gf cengkung.
oohhh noo!!!
xkan kene makan banyak2 n then jadi obesiti
lagi laa ohh nooo!!!
FYI..my BMI is 18.6,,
means dat if tgok kt table BMI.
UNDERWEIGHT
u all knoe cam xcukup zat jee pe gf makan.
nak balik!!!!!!!!!
sumpah!!....homesick sangat2..
n now tgal 16 dys before gf punyer FINAL
cuak okayh..
soo b4 Final of coss lah
ASSIGMENT...TEST..QUIZ..
memang bebanan
tp apekan daya

"bersusah2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian"
ye dak Encik BF..:)
doakan saya tau,abg..

my final starts on 3JAN2012-9JAN2012

3/1/12: Analytical Chemistry & TITAS
5/1/12:Organic Chemistry
6/1/12:Engineering Mechanics
9/1/12:Ordinary Differential Equation

my plan nak jumpe my bf nieh after exm..
ble pk2 balik..better pas gf abis program fakulti tu
maybe 15/1/12 tuh..heee
then nek tren balik umah gf...

sumpah xsabar gler nak jumpe Encik BF nieh
rindu semakin menggila!!!!
i miss you,syg..

:::notakaki: xsabarnak pakaibajusamenganbfsaya..:)..:::

P!c's Collect!on~~~..:)

JUmm layan pic k!torg yupp..

(:

Form 3..:)..

muka sy yg chubby...bf ckp dy xmacho lg time nieh..

Annual Dinner Form 3...

forgot already bf kt mner nieh..hhuhu..mse g mlncong kott..:)

nieh gf mse after form 5 @ shah alam ..semakin kurus..hee~~

bf mase rayer form 4 klu xclap..hee~~

holiday after SPm wih cazen..:)

I dunno bf kt mner nieh..pic curik dlu..hee~~.nakal kn.!

Dunkin time @ Alamanda..form 5 jgak!

n now!!.bf saya cakap dy makin macho...:)

N now...gf ..:).bf cakap sy xcantek..:(

love.... <3

schatz.... <3

us..(:

these are our picsss...:)..

love forever...

enjoy them....

dulu kala~~~..:)

Salam semuaaa..

0057 hours

masih blom sleepy ok..

bf pon blom..gf pon sme laa

tengah belek2 pic kt lappy

terjumpe lol pic zaman muda remaja..

heee~~

sangat2 xmture time tuh..

diz pic is about our first date after one year we all together

nieh last day 4 us at MRSM Gerik after PMR 2007

before tuh..xberani nak jumpe..

maklumlaaa...ramai sngat polis2 x bergaji membuat rondaan

kan3,dear??

tempat nieh strategik sangat2

hahahaha

dekat ngan stor

before tuh abah da datang

kasi abah g solat jumaat dulu

so kami berjumpe laaa

:)

okayh sekian...

P/s:my dear..masih ingatkah anda waktu ini..:)...

nice date ..:)

MOwnink,guys...

0032 hours..

is it mownink?of cos,yess!

ce tgok date semalam

cantikkaN??

TERSUSUN INDAH

9-10-11

nice date kn?

de satu fenomena tau mlm smlm..

bulan ciptaan Allah S.W.T

cantik sgat2..

:)

ok..tuh jer..

salam...

Isi Hati

Salam...
alang2 die da wt entry bru,ak pn nk msuk kn la stu entry..die yg mntak..so,ak wt kn je la..mmg btl,pe die ckp yg ak dpt twaran msuk u kt area s.alam..future study ak..dr engineering,ak bralih arah g architect..x jauh pn sbnrnye..stll dlam science stream jgk..so,sbnrnye prjalann nk dptkn twarn nie agk laen skit dr sblum nie..ak kne g interview kt main kmpus dlu..then,2 weeks later,bru k dpt surt twaran tu online..so,alhamdulillah la,rzeki ak kli yg ke-2 d berikan Allah kpade ak..ak da spoil kn ak nye first shot kt engineering nie..kli nie,ak jnji kt dri ak,for d sake of myself,my family,my luv n all d one who had support nie b4 dis,ak akn wt d best bile ak dpt msuk dlam new field nie nnt..tu jnji ak..ak akn psti kn,bile ak graduate nnt,ak dpt flying colour..ak nk buktikk kt org yg ak bley jd slah sorg drpd arkitek yg trknal kt malaya nie stu ary nnt..n at d same time,ak nk awek ak jd cheical engineer yg brjye lam bidg die..ak nk sgt kteorg dua2 brjaye dlam bidg msing2..mmg impian ak nk jdkn die istri ak..ak hrap sgt mmg die lah jdoh ak dunia akhirat..sape x nk kn kwin awl2..tp kalu kawin skang,nk bg mkn pe kn..x kn stll nk gne duit mak bpk lg..x mnis la kn d pndang org..
ak mmg ade ckp kt die,pas ade degree,kte keje dlu..kumpul duit..then kawin..pas kawin,ak ingt kalu bley ak nk kteorg sme2 smbung master kt tmpat sme..bidg laen2 tu x ksh la..jnji wt master sme2..at d sme time,die x lupe tnggungjwb sbagai sorg istri..smentre planning xde ank nie kn,baek abs kn blaja..x dpt phd,master pn da ckup ok da..
ak hrap sgt la kli nie,bia ak ngn die dua2 brjye dlam bidg msing2..klu bley kt sume stu kn niat,wt sume bnde krane Allah SWT..mmg kekdg kte lupe..jrang sgt kte ingt kn..tp bile smpai time kte trsdar tu,wt la sbaek mungkin..mungkin pringatn yg skejp tu la yg akn ubh kte..mmg,kte mnusia,prubhan slalu nye x lme..pling2 kuat,sminggu..pas lupe blik..yg pnting,jgn tkut nk kmbali ke pngkal jaln..tu la pnyelesaian pling mujarab dlam idup..
so mne yg bley d ambil iktibar,ambil la..kte sesame mnusia,brtegur2 lh..tp jgn dgn cre ksar2..lg elok ngn cre cool,rlax,n sntai..ngn cre tu,bg k,org lg mudh nk trime..
salam...

Congrates,syg...:)

Hye...

SALAM sumer..:)

da lame xupdate blog nieh

haisshhh...

free time xder kowt nk buat new entry

so spend time ckit nk story

:)

nk wish nieh

CONGRATULATIONS to my b'luv one

coz he got an offer to continue study in ARCHITECTURE

bukan diploma tau

degree teros

haishh ..snang je kn

alhamdullilah rezeki 

I hope u will happy,k

I'm proud of you,dear

I love you 4eva n eva

Da habis kite punyer degree

Boleh la kn nak dihalalkan

:)

Tp bf nieh ckap..kne keje dlu

btol tuh

da abis degree>>>keje>>>kawen>>smbung master..

insya ALLAH

Wishing u all d'bes,syg

Umah da dekat

ary2 da boleh balik kn

B jeles!!!!!

cuti naty jgn lupe dtg Kuantan,ok

janji tuh.

:)

ILYSM,dear,..

:D

Alhamdullilah....

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

hye peeps!

after a long time,xberblogging...

bnyak lak bende nk cter tp tah laaaa..

xtau cmner nak citer..

Erm korang pe khabar??

Hope sihat2 la yee lam Ramadhan kali nieh

mase nieh gf ngah update blog

time sahur

ase xngantuk

so...update la blog...

ce kire bper ary lg nk rayer...

yeay..xsmpi pon seminggu

lam ingat2 nak ryer..

jgan lak kite lupe pd org2 yg kurg berkemampuan

berpada2 la lam berbelanja 

storiee2 sal kitorg??

okayh2...

Firstly n foremost,

gf nk cter sal bulan pose yg penuh barakah ini

alhamdullilah

of cos la si bf msih ckup pose dy

kalu gf...heee~~~

tp da pose da taw

insyaAllah smpi rayer

diz year dapat solat Aidilfitri

petang semalam

gf hampir2 nak xcdent kt junction nak msuk area perumahan gf

Ya Allah

nervous sangat2 time tuh

gf bkan sorg..

but ngan besfren gf..

gf sempat brek...coz da pndi merempit sangat kn..

tp gf b'syukur la coz nothing bad happen to us

but ase2 gak la skit belakang n pinggang

ermm xtau nk cter pe lak
k la..
salam

Ya Allah...

SALAM

Alhamdullilah..

ary nieh kite pon dah lam Fasa ke 2 lam Ramadhan 1432H

syukur alhamdullilah

en3 kali nieh

gf nak cter ckit la pe jd since pose almost 2 weeks da kn

erm sunat2 tuh gf n bf tunaikan

gf kt surau taman gf nieh la

bf lak kt gmi 

kekadang weekend bf balik umah so kt masjid area klang tuh la

berbuka pon so far ok

but sumtimes bf nieh xnak sahur

dy bgon pon ntok minum jee

haiiyaaa...

Ermmm...

ary nieh ase cam a little bit tah la

de la probs ckit kn

bf sgt2 down

gf try bg smngt kt dy

semampu mgkin la gf try

bese la manusia once they face sumting kegagalan lam idup

down kn

To my dear

abg...

I love you 4eva n eva

I knoe u'll get another chance

plez dun give up

ini lumrh lam belajar

xkan sumer kejayaan berpihak pada kita

Allah bg kite peluang,k..

Ya Allah

Engkau berikanlah kekuatan kepda kekasihku

Seandainya engkau telah tulis sgala keburukan terhadapnya

Engakau tukarkanlah kepada kebaikan

sama ada di dunia maupon di akhirat kelak

Ya Allah.

Hamba Mu tau bahawa setiap yg berlaku pasti ade penyelesaian

Engkau kuatkan lah diri kekasihku ntok tempuhi dugaan mu ini

Ya Allah

jangan biarkan dirinya diselubungi aty yg perit dalam tempuhi dugaan MU ,Ya Allah

Kuatkanlah Iman

Kuatkanlah jiwa

Kuatkanlah diri dia 

Ya Allah,Ya Rahman,Ya Rahim....

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Ujian Hidup

salam..

Jom kali nieh gf tertarik nagn satu Hadith Rasullulah kt 1 web..

Ianya sal UJIAn yg dihadapi oleh setiap insan

skang nieh gf pon ader ujian yg gf hadapi

same goes to my boyfie..

same2 ader ujian yg kitorg hadapi

tipu sangat2 if manusia nieh xder ujian idup

xkira la ujian idup tuh lam bentuk camane pon kn

but ade step to solve all the tests

all of them nieh actually give s4 us ignal to be more careful in our life

n one more thing

SENTIASA MENGINGATI SI PENCIPTA

yg MAHA AGUNG

cam gf n bf stil blaja

of cosss ujian sbgai student sngt2 bnyak

nafsu menghantui tau x jdi student nieh

nak study ,mak ai..setan2 bnyak la sangat

kwan2 yg len pon smer la kot kn..

kite nieh da la hanya sementara kt dunia nieh

hidup sbgai menumpang jee

Sesunguhnya Allah sayangkan kite kalau Dia kurniakn ujian idup yg kdg2 wat kite xtentu arah

Kite kena sabar n sentiasa doakan agar segala2nya akan sempurna

Petikan hadis yg gf  terpesona ntok hayati

Diriwayatkan daripada Kaab bin Iyadh r.a katanya: Aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:  
"Sesungguhnya setiap umat itu ada ujiannya dan ujian umatku adalah harta kekayaan. " (Hadis riwayat Imam Tirmizi).   Kesimpulan Hadis:  
Allah s.w.t menjadikan harta sebagai perhiasan kehidupan dunia dan menjadikan fitrah kejadian manusia lebih cenderung kepada harta dan suka mengumpul harta, oleh yang demikian umat Islam hendaklah berhati-hati di dalam mengumpulkan harta di mana dia hendaklah mengumpulkan harta yang halal dan menjauhkan diri dari mengumpulkan harta yang haram.



 oryte.dah...(:

mEmOR! terC!ptA

Assalamualaikum...

diz time entry lagu yg bf  minx tlg  gf post kt blog nieh..

lagu nieh actually da lme..

xclap la lagu nieh theme song ntok slot Lagenda kt TV3.

tajuk dy PUTERI SALJU...

By:Shila OIAM....

LEnd ur ears..:D

mEmoR! terC!ptA...

Okayh!!itu jer...dgr yee..

tenkiup!!..:D

wasalam

kesedaran diri

fassalammualaikum..
pnah dgr x org ckp kt kte yg klu ilmu pnuh d dada tu x elok smpan sorg2???klu smpn sorg2,nnt org ckp kte kedekut ilmu lak kn..bkn pe,ak bru blik dr dgr cramah kt surau tmpt ak nie..tjuk,mcm bese la klu kt tmpt2 org blaja nie slalu nye topk nye stu je..pasl dri plajr n iman..bnde tu nmpk mcm da bese kte dgr kn..tp bg ak stiap pnceramah tu ade point n cre pnyampaian yg berbeze..sbb tu la kte kne slalu kuar,pegi mjlis2 ilmu kt lua tu..dpt kn ilmu sbnyk mngkin drpd org2 alim nie..
ak nk cter pasl pe yg ustaz td ckp...bg ak pncermah kli nie msre n sgt mberi impk pd para pndgr nye la..bg ak,point yg pntg td ialah pnykit yg sgt d takuti oleh rasul kte,Muhammad..pe pnykit nye??tkt mati n cntakn duniawi..kte skang nie lbh kejrkn dunia sbnrnye..td,pasl point nie die huraikn psal gaji..ustaz tu ckp,gaji bnyk x pntg..sbnrnye 3000 pn da ckup sbnrnye..yg pntg berkat drpd ilahi tu sgt pntg...bia rzeki skit tp berkat.jgn rzeki bnyk tp hram stu pn x brkt..
sbnrye ak pn da x ingt sgt da point2 ustaz tu bg td..pdahal bru kjp nie ak dgr...sory la,memori otk ak nie ak ase da pnuh dgn bnde2 mngkr..sbb tu bile nk ingt bnde2 baek nie sush.nk ingt psal plajarn sgt sush,bnde2 iman sush..skang nie ak ase bkn otk ak je tp dgn dri2 ak da sush nk trime n amalkn bmde2 baek nie..sush btl la..
nie bia ak lak nk share srbe sdikt ilmu nsiht yg ak ade...idup nie umpama roda..kte sume tau psal bnde tu..but d most imprtnt thing in life is actually iman..dgan imam brmula la sgale kbaikn..drpd kbaikn jd la kte insan yg cemerlang..itu flsafh pengnggan ak..lg stu,idup nie kte kne sntiase brmohon pd Allah..bile kte dkt ngn Allah,Allah akn lg dkt ngn kte..meang???bile kte lg dkt ngn tuhan,sume prkre yg kte wt akn Dia rhmati n redhai..plg pnting,sume doa2 kte mudh utk d mkbulkn..
akhr kte,jgn la sesekali nk mnjauhkn dri ,te drpd maha pncipta..klu ase2 da trsasar tu,cpt2 la sdr..tu sume,sndri mau ingt la ye..
assalammualaikum...

kecewe...

assalammualaikum...
sape x kwece klu kte da plan cntk2 nk kuar ngn org yg kte syg,ttibe x jd kn..tp nde2 mcm nie x bley hurai pnjg2 coz nnt kte bley d anggp nk redha ngn ktntuan ilahi..mmg btl pe org ckp,kte hnye merncg,hnye yg maha esa yg akn mnentukn..ye la,sbb kn prhimpunan bangng  tu,ak x ley kuar ngn die..sbb riot tu,ak nk blik umah sush..jlan nk msuk umah ak sume ade roadblock..jlan yg slame nie ak lalu yg x pnah jem,ttibe smpai kt ary sbelum riot bodo tu,jd jem trus..ak pn x tau la pe nk jd..yg msuk dlam riot tu kbnykn nye org mlayu...tp tu lntk d org la..yg pling ak bengng skang,ak x dpt jmpe ngn syg ak..
sape x kcewe..awek da la ddk jauh..jmpe pn x slalu..slame 6 taun kapel,bru skali je ak jmpe n kuar dte ngn die..cube ko tnye org yg sme pnjg hbungn ngn kteorg..silp2 da pnah tido skali da..confrm msti da ade yg kwen nye..ye la..6 taun tu..ingt kjp ke..org yg bru knal 2 mnggu pn da de yg kwin..nie kn plak yg da brtaun-taun lmenye..
sian kt awek ak tu..die snsitve..die x bley klu bnde2 mcm nie jd kt die.ak xpe..ak cool..klu ak pn jd mcm die,sush la..sape nk pjuk sape..ye la,klu da 2,2 pkat nngis je,sush la kn..smpai skang awek ak still sdey..coz x dpt jmpe..dtg jauh2,last2 x dpt jmpe..ak nk gnti blik duit tket die,die x nk..but yet,nnt ak akn byr blik jgk..x ksh la dlam bntuk pe pn..jnji ak akn byr blik 'krugian' die tu..skit aty jgk la x dpt kuar ngn die..bodo nye riot..sumph ak x suke bnde2 mcm nie..mnyusahkn org tau x..
k la,tu je kot..kang tulis2,asyk ulang2 point sme je..srupe je la kn..
assalammualaikum...

masa,tlg lah brptah blik....

assalammualaikum...
trikh 3,julai 2011,brmule nye pengmbilan bru plajr2 junior kt gmi nie.skang jam menunjukkn dkt2 nk pkul 1 ptg.tgk lua tngkp,bnyk lg kete mak n bpk budk2 junior.situasi yg sme pnah jd kt ak mse mule2 ak msuk cni dlu.perghh,mule2 smngt gle nk msuk cni,nk g grman sume2 la...tp bg ak rupenye ak da slah step..skang nie bru ak nyesal lak msuk tmpt nie.grand tu x la sgt..tp sbb privte tu yg org ingt tmpt nie grand sgt..tp ak silp..spptnye baek ak amik tawarn upu kt penang dlu..bile pkir2 blik,kalu ak amk cnfrim ak dpt jmpe awek ak kt komtar slalu..ye la,2,2 penang la ktekn...menyesal ku akui x terima upu itu...silp besr la..tp ye la,org ckp stiap yg jd tu msti ade pro n contra die kn..pro die,ak dpt rmai gler mmbe yg baek ngn ak..pro yg laen ak clash ngn minah tu n blik semule kt awek ak yg lme n yg sbnrnye...pro yg laen ak dpt blik jmpe mmbe2 lme k..pro yg ke-4,ak btl2 dpt blaja erti idup..
ade lg sbnrnye psal pro msuk cni,tp skang kte bralih pule ke sbb2 negative ataupn contra nye pulak...ak ase stu je contra yg utama ak msuk cni,iaitu buang mse..knape???ye la,ak da tau ak bangang yg g msuk cni lg wt pe kn..da la bangang,mcm mne nk jd best student..mnela tau,kt uitm pnang tu,sbnrnye ak da d tkdrkan jd best tudent,mcm mne??sape yg nyesal???ak jgk..sape yg rugi?ak jgk..sape yg jd mkin bangang??ak jgk..2 taun ak mmbazir dkk kt cni..last2 x g german pn...aduh..pe la nsib ak nie..bile tgk junior msuk nie,aty mmg best la coz kte da jd senior..tp tu sume smentare je..d org ade bnyk lg mse nk blaja n brubah..ak???da lme sgt da n mse nk brubh pn da xde da..sian awek ak dpt pkwe bangang mcm ak..ptt la hbungn ak ngn sape2 pn x pnah nk kekl..ye la,sape nk kapel ngn org bngang mcm ak..nnt nk kwin,silp2 org ckp ak mkn duit bini ak..ye la,blaja x pndai...mkn duit bini,mkn duit famly...duit sndri x de...
nnt,rmai mmbe2 ak da keje or blaja jauh2,ak stll blaja rndah2 lg..org len da de duit sndri,ak trkial2 lg nk cri tmpt blaja..org laen sume da jd kye-rye,ak duit hram duit stu sen pn xde...asyk nk mgharp kt org je kn..xpe la,ak trime cbaran dr Allah nie sadenye..coz ak tau,msty n cnfrm akn ade hkmah d sbalik dugaan yg brlaku kt ak nie..nie sbnrnye menndekn yg ak da jauh sgt drpd Allah..Allah bg sign kt kte tp kekedg kte x sdar..tu mknenye Allah syg kt kte..die nk kte doa kt die..mne tau,skali je kte doa,trus nsib kte on d spot brubh..x kn ade org yg dpt menjgke melain maha pncipta...mmg,ak da tramat sgt jauh drpd Allah..mgkin die x redha ak nk smbung blaja kt german ats sbb2 trtntu yg hnye Die yg tau..mne la tau,kt sne nnt ak amk dadh ke,rogol org ke,mncuri ke,pape bnde2 buruk ke kn..tp ye la..mnusia mne yg x kecewe klu bnde yg die wt x jd knyataan kn..yg mmpu ak wt skang hnye lah doa n twakal..i must look forward for my A2 syllabus plak...
ak ase ckup la smpai kt sni dlu..
assalammualaikum...

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ase sedih sgat2..ase alone sangat2...

I hope...i'm not alone n feel sad anymore....

 

DEAR......I'M SORRY....;((...

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

IKHLAS AKU TERIMA DIA...

Assalamualaikum..

Tgok entri yg bwah,,yg my boyfie post..n i'd read dat......
I;m so sorry,syg if i can't make u hapy like u n her before...
i can't give u sweet memories like u n her before...
I knoe u'd given a lot of stuffs to her..not like me...
but sy xpenah ungkit tu sume..
malah sy xpenah minx  o hrpkn tuh dr dy..
i juz hope ur lovesss to me...
ur kindness to me...ur loyalty to me...
Sy cintakan dy..bkn sebab harta ke ape...
but sy cinta dy coz keikhlasan ati sy mencintai dy..
sy xpenah minx pape dr dy...
juz one thing sy minx mse kitorg kua ary tuh...bear tu jer..
sorieee tau...

sy hrap dy,lupekn pompuan tuh!
..
Sy tau even sy ngn dy da 6 taon knal n in relationship..
But his time is more to her maybe...coz u all slalu bersme mybe..
Sy tau sy xgne sebek2 nyer mse semase kitorg knal kt maktab dlu...
Xpenah nk tegur dy...xpenah nk jumpe ngn dy..
Sy bkan xnk wat mcm abg ngn dy dlu..tp sy xberani nk wat sumer tuh....
I"M SO SORRY,abg....

Sy xslahkandy sgat ats pe yg da jd coz slah sy yg xpenah nk luangkan mse ngn my boyfie dlu..
Sy xappreciate mase ngn my boyfie dlu...
Sy ase rugi sgat2...sy xpnah nk gune mase, smase kite dekat dlu...

N  now,sy nk sgat2 bahagia ngn dy...
Sy nk luangkan mase ntok dy..even kite ade komitmen msing2 iaitu blaja kn...
If I've free time..I can go there to meet u.
If u've time,we'll meet...
I want to spend my time with you..
I dun want to lose u for mny time anymore.....
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU,syg...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....


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Ya Allah..ak sgt2 bersyukur ngn pe yg ak ader skng..n ak harap..
Engkau bantulah penghibur aty ak..pnman idup ak...
engkau berilah kami kesenangan,ketenangan,kejayaan..n sgala kebaikan lam idup kami berdua..
ak mghrapkn dy mnjd lelaki yg soleh.....ak amat mencintai dy..
ak mghrapkn kebahagiaan yg diredhai oleh-Mu,ya Allah...

abg...
b4 diz,i've too face a lot of sadness on wat had hpend..but sy sbr tempuhi semuanyer....
alhamdullilah..Allah msih bg sy peluang ntok bersme abg lg..peluang yg xkn sy sia2kn lam idup sy...
b harap ,abg mndpt ketenangan dr Illahi..
slow2 lupekn sgla2 kngn silam n b hrap,abg hepi ngn b...
aminnn....

bengang!!!

'dot,ko mrah kt ak ke?'
'ko mrah ak psal ak ngn karen ke?'
doh,ak ngn die x de pape la.ko da slah pham doh..'
'ko kn kwan ak.ak ngn die kwn je la'
ak kn kwn ko,x kn ko x cye kt ak kot?'
sial!!!!!..
woi babi,sbb ko ak clash ngn die..sbb ko die block k kt fb..sbb ko, ak x ley nk lupekn die tau x..mmg..mmg ko kwn ak..tp kwn bkn nye x bley mkn kwn kn..bangsat btl la...sbb laki nie,idup ak x tnang..jiwa ak mmg kcu skang..
kalu psal pompuan tu plak,sbb die hbungn ak ngn atiqah x tnang..sbb die hbungn ak jd kcar kcir..sbb die ak isap rkok blik..ak nk ktnangn la!!!ak ngn idup tnang ngn psangn ak..jujur,mmg ak x ley lupe sume bnde yg ak buat ngn die..n ak tau sbb die pe..ak lg bnyk abs kn mse dlu ngn ko,bnding ngn awek ak skang..tu la major problem die..sbb tu ak ckp dlam last entry ak,ak snang tringt knangn mnis yg ak da lalui dgn die..n skang knagn mnis tu da mkn stiap isi aty ak..smpai skit aty ak tau x!!!mmg,mmg ak rugi lpaskn pompuan cntik mcm ko..silp bkn cntik,bley ak kte sweet je la..sory swetheart..sy da x nk smpan lme2 dlam aty.trbkar klu slalu mcm nie tau x..
sume nie strt td..ak bru je abs maen tnis..blik je dr mkn,ak blik bilik trus.on laptop..mule2 check la pape new news pasal bola..then ak bkk la fb ak..juz nk check pape bru dlam tu..ttibe ak dpt msg2 bngsat tu..antra isi2 kndungn msg tu,tu la yg kt ats tu..ak pnas la mm nie..mcm nie smpai bile2 pn ak x tnang..bg ak stu cre je nk bg ak tnang..ak introduce mkwe ak skang kt famly ak n ak dgn die ddk tmpat dkat2 n ak kwin ngn die..slagi sume tu blum trcpai,slagi tu jiw ak x tnang..tu ak cnfirm..ak ksian kt atiqah..die stia..ak khiant kt die..ak bkn jnis laki yg lyak wt die sbnrnye..aftr all what i had done to her,not me actually..die dserve sumone else..but stll,die stll bley trime ak,amk ak,syg ak,cnta ak..die stia kt ak..kt taiping,ak sia2kn kstiaan die..kapel ngn org laen..yes,mmg ak da jnji ngn die ak x kn tipu die lg..tp knape ak msih ingt kt pompuan tu lg..knape..die da x nk trime ak,tp knape ak msih sbuk cri2 die..die sudh lyn ak mcm anjing,lpas ape yg ak da wt kt die..tu yg die blas,tp npe ak msih nk cri die.mmg,ak mmg wt slah kt die..ak abndon die..laki,bese la..sng lupe..mcm la die x pnah wt mcm tu kt ak..bsar sgt ke slah tu..ehh,g mmpus la org mcm ko tu..ak lak,da de angel dpn mte,stll x nmpk2 lg..im so sory swetheart..i luv u,but the memory alwyz mke me unhapy..i need to be near to u,my luv..knape la sush sgt nk lupekn pompuan tu..pe die da gune2 pape ke kt ak???smpai ak da x ley lupe die..ke mmg die da sumpah x kn bg ak idup snang smpai bile2??x kn smpai mcm tu skali..ya Allah tolg la buang sgale memori ak ngn pompuan tu..ak nk knangn mnis bru ngn psangn ku yg skang nie,ya Allah..hnye Kau tmpat ku meminta prtologn..hnya kau,ya Allah..
rahmti la hbungn ku ngn atiqah dn lindungi la hbungn kmi smpai tiada lg kmi br2 di dunia ini ya Allah...
Amin..

complicated

assalmmualaikum...
thanx swetheart..untung dpt mkwe mcm nie.ye la da knal sgt ngn kte..mklum la da 6 taun kn..tp bkn itu yg hndak d prktekn d sni..trikh 20.6.2011..trikh prmulaan for plajar2 aa-lvel gmi..we started back our syllbus..A2..much more difficult thn b4..mcm skang,ak tgh rvise blik chemy..topk 5,chemicl energtcs..bg ak sng..ak mmg bley wt lju2..tp kekdg,tah la..ak mst kntoi..ak ase ak bkn jnis exam type prson asenye..math td ak rvise..masyaallah,pning da..tp lpas rvise,ak da nmpk skit la flow topk tu mcm mne..tu la kn..org kte rzeki tu tuhan yg tntukn..by the wy,ak da cntct blik ngn shabt lme ak yg lme tlh trpish..shahiedzat nordin..skang d rusia..but the best thing is,he was the sme person i"ve had  know b4..so ak ade jgk la tnye2 pndpt die psal ak skang kn..pe yg ak tnye??/oppsss,sory..scret ok..yg pntg,pe slahnye kn kte tnye mmber2 kte yg da brjye awl dr kte kn..org kte,amk brkat..skit pn jd la..org la kte,k ckp bli kje...huhhhh..new smester..new things..damn..the new time tble lke shitt,man..rest sjam je tau x..strt pkul 8..stop jp pkul 2..lunch plus mkn2 sume ngn myang..pkul 3 kne msuk lcture blik..perghhh...silp ary buln,kteorg bley jd tough ooo sbb bnyk jln n rushing..pastu abs pkul 5..pastu ak,kne rushing maen tnis plak..x la hbt mne..tp bley la..stkt wkil ngeri tu,pnah la skali dua..jgn jelez...btl la pe yg my lady siad to me...bile kte solt pnuh,jiwa tng,mse dlam shri tu ase mcm pnjg je..bg certain people tu stu bnde yg x bgs..but for some people,thts a good thing,ok..as a muslim,if we been near tu Allah,i cn bet to u all,all things cn be sttle..kte ase idup mcm best je..tp jgn lupe mati lak..bhaye tu klu de skap x ingt mti..k la..otk ak pn da tng skit,aty ak pn da kmbli ceria..till we meet next time..
assalammualaikum...

Success....we want it !

Assalamualaikum...

First of all...nk wish...welcome back to new sem,syg...
(korg nak tau npe??)...
Bf nieh dy bru msuk A2..(ktenyee nieh lg sush dr AS..)
Yg gf tau sebut jer pe tuh AS n A2...xberani nk komen sgat..
More info korg tanye laa si bf nieh sal GMI nyee silibus camane...
kalu korng nk tnyer sal silibus matrik ,,insyaAllah..gf nieh tau...

Si bf ckap..d' first day A2...ok jer...n not bad..
InsyaAllah....gf doakan bf nieh sentiase cemerlang...
Nk study gtau yee.gf tau yg bf nieh time study dy..pas mghrib..
tgok keadaan la....n mood kot...
But gf tau bf nieh..ader azam bru ntok sem bru nieh...
so insyaAllah...abg..u'll grab yours ,k...
we hope our success ,rite??

n sorie..diz 23/6..b xdpat nk jumpe abg lg...angah xjd pegy IJN...
blan 7 naty kite marathon movie lg,k...kite jmpe,k...
I misss you....n of coss...love you 4eva....
n i love ur new song to us...HAmba Mu...
N wait 4 ur new entry again..heee..

       ni lagu hamba MU....hayati.....kisahkan perjalanan dlam mncapai kejayaan lam idup...

CEKALKANLAH HASRAT DIHATI...
SEMOGA KESUSAHAN BISA MENGAJAR ERTI TERUS ASA..

I LOVE U,dear!!

Salam...

back to entry..kali nieh agk nk manje2 la  kan..
heeeee~~~~

Sy sgat2 sygkan buah ahti pengarang jantung sy neh...
Dy nieh mak ai..lawak pon ade..serius xpyah ckap la...memg sgat2...

Kalu bleh blog nieh pon dy nk serius2..hee...abg2...
serius dy pon ,kdg2 manje tau..jgn men2..
Dy  nye style simple jee...tp bg sy...he's so stylish...
Xpyah nk touch up sne sini..kn...

Mkn lg la xmemlih..budu mkan..tempoyak mkan...
sambal kulat dy ske..feveret kot..sme la ngan mushroom soup..
Ishhh..kne variety kn mskan nieh...

Swetheart sy nieh..ske sgat2....kumpul kasut skang...
Dy kate..da bnyak koleksi kt umah...xpkai pon..ape laa abg nieh...
Nk cipta BOOKS OF RECORDS agaknyee kn...

Kalau bkak tab dy tuh...sah2 la bkak newcastle nye web kot...(sy pon xtau nk sebut ape)..
Fanatik sgat2 nieh..smpikan player nak kua dr team tuh pon..dy sedih...

Dy ckap kt sy..dy takot sgat2 skang nieh...
susah aty..macam2 la dy cakap..
Syg...
Baby tau pe abg ase...istikharah bnyak2 kayh...
Allah sentiase bersama hamba2-Nya....
Setiap manusia telah tercipta peluang..
It's all up to us to accept it o not...
Wateva ur choice ,ur way 4 ur future...
I'll always with you,syg,,,....
We will be successful person,k..

B SAYANG ABG.....

Jangan Bersedih,sayang..

Assalamualaikum...

Tgok entri cam sumting happened kn....of coss stiap manusia Allah da tentukan hidup seseorg....
Maybe..kejayaan dtg bergolek,,akhirnye kdg2 kite kecundang  dtgah2 jalan...
Kalu kebahagiaan..mybe akn ade keretakan even smentara  o kdg2..but impak dy bsar........


Abg...
b selalu ntok abg..
luahkan ape yg pe abg nk luahkn...
mybe sumtimes nasihat b xkne pd mslah yg abg luahkan...
kite sme2 p'betolkan..
we'r grown up already..can think more n more....
when i heard ur storiee...i try to put myself in ur situation...
n i think i need to be strong *cry*
if diz goes to me...b pon xtau pe yg ptot b wat,syg....

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My dear...
try to complete our 5 times in a day..
tu dpt tlg kite sgat2....
InsyaAllah.ngan keizinan yg kt atas...
Permasalahan kite akn dpt selesai...

Tetapkan diri kite...
matlamat kite,syg..
JADI ORANG YANG BERJAYA,,
Xkaya harta xpe..bia kite kaya ngan ilmu....

Anyting yang kita wat..bia dimulakan ngan nawaitu yg btol....
Elakkan dr segala mslah dalam diri....
Lontarkan jaoh2,,,
Kita carii ilmu bkan ntok dunia malahn akhirat jgak...
Bkan ntok diri kite shaja malahan ntok generasi sterosnyee...

Abg.....
B syg abg sgat2..xtau cmane lg nk kasi tau..
Da ke thap infinity asenyee cinta b kt abg...
B ase abg sgat2 tau pe yg b ase...
Jgn berahsia2 da ngan b..
Luahkan sumer yg terpendam...
It slowly help u,syg...


I LOVE YOU 4EVA ,,n ....ALWAYS 4 YOU !!