Tuesday, 28 June 2011

.........

ase sedih sgat2..ase alone sangat2...



I hope...i'm not alone n feel sad anymore....











DEAR......I'M SORRY....;((...

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Thursday, 23 June 2011

IKHLAS AKU TERIMA DIA...

Assalamualaikum..

Tgok entri yg bwah,,yg my boyfie post..n i'd read dat......
I;m so sorry,syg if i can't make u hapy like u n her before...
i can't give u sweet memories like u n her before...
I knoe u'd given a lot of stuffs to her..not like me...
but sy xpenah ungkit tu sume..
malah sy xpenah minx  o hrpkn tuh dr dy..
i juz hope ur lovesss to me...
ur kindness to me...ur loyalty to me...
Sy cintakan dy..bkn sebab harta ke ape...
but sy cinta dy coz keikhlasan ati sy mencintai dy..
sy xpenah minx pape dr dy...
juz one thing sy minx mse kitorg kua ary tuh...bear tu jer..
sorieee tau...


sy hrap dy,lupekn pompuan tuh!
..
Sy tau even sy ngn dy da 6 taon knal n in relationship..
But his time is more to her maybe...coz u all slalu bersme mybe..
Sy tau sy xgne sebek2 nyer mse semase kitorg knal kt maktab dlu...
Xpenah nk tegur dy...xpenah nk jumpe ngn dy..
Sy bkan xnk wat mcm abg ngn dy dlu..tp sy xberani nk wat sumer tuh....
I"M SO SORRY,abg....

Sy xslahkandy sgat ats pe yg da jd coz slah sy yg xpenah nk luangkan mse ngn my boyfie dlu..
Sy xappreciate mase ngn my boyfie dlu...
Sy ase rugi sgat2...sy xpnah nk gune mase, smase kite dekat dlu...



N  now,sy nk sgat2 bahagia ngn dy...
Sy nk luangkan mase ntok dy..even kite ade komitmen msing2 iaitu blaja kn...
If I've free time..I can go there to meet u.
If u've time,we'll meet...
I want to spend my time with you..
I dun want to lose u for mny time anymore.....
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU,syg...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....


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Ya Allah..ak sgt2 bersyukur ngn pe yg ak ader skng..n ak harap..
Engkau bantulah penghibur aty ak..pnman idup ak...
engkau berilah kami kesenangan,ketenangan,kejayaan..n sgala kebaikan lam idup kami berdua..
ak mghrapkn dy mnjd lelaki yg soleh.....ak amat mencintai dy..
ak mghrapkn kebahagiaan yg diredhai oleh-Mu,ya Allah...

abg...
b4 diz,i've too face a lot of sadness on wat had hpend..but sy sbr tempuhi semuanyer....
alhamdullilah..Allah msih bg sy peluang ntok bersme abg lg..peluang yg xkn sy sia2kn lam idup sy...
b harap ,abg mndpt ketenangan dr Illahi..
slow2 lupekn sgla2 kngn silam n b hrap,abg hepi ngn b...
aminnn....

bengang!!!

'dot,ko mrah kt ak ke?'
'ko mrah ak psal ak ngn karen ke?'
doh,ak ngn die x de pape la.ko da slah pham doh..'
'ko kn kwan ak.ak ngn die kwn je la'
ak kn kwn ko,x kn ko x cye kt ak kot?'
sial!!!!!..
woi babi,sbb ko ak clash ngn die..sbb ko die block k kt fb..sbb ko, ak x ley nk lupekn die tau x..mmg..mmg ko kwn ak..tp kwn bkn nye x bley mkn kwn kn..bangsat btl la...sbb laki nie,idup ak x tnang..jiwa ak mmg kcu skang..
kalu psal pompuan tu plak,sbb die hbungn ak ngn atiqah x tnang..sbb die hbungn ak jd kcar kcir..sbb die ak isap rkok blik..ak nk ktnangn la!!!ak ngn idup tnang ngn psangn ak..jujur,mmg ak x ley lupe sume bnde yg ak buat ngn die..n ak tau sbb die pe..ak lg bnyk abs kn mse dlu ngn ko,bnding ngn awek ak skang..tu la major problem die..sbb tu ak ckp dlam last entry ak,ak snang tringt knangn mnis yg ak da lalui dgn die..n skang knagn mnis tu da mkn stiap isi aty ak..smpai skit aty ak tau x!!!mmg,mmg ak rugi lpaskn pompuan cntik mcm ko..silp bkn cntik,bley ak kte sweet je la..sory swetheart..sy da x nk smpan lme2 dlam aty.trbkar klu slalu mcm nie tau x..
sume nie strt td..ak bru je abs maen tnis..blik je dr mkn,ak blik bilik trus.on laptop..mule2 check la pape new news pasal bola..then ak bkk la fb ak..juz nk check pape bru dlam tu..ttibe ak dpt msg2 bngsat tu..antra isi2 kndungn msg tu,tu la yg kt ats tu..ak pnas la mm nie..mcm nie smpai bile2 pn ak x tnang..bg ak stu cre je nk bg ak tnang..ak introduce mkwe ak skang kt famly ak n ak dgn die ddk tmpat dkat2 n ak kwin ngn die..slagi sume tu blum trcpai,slagi tu jiw ak x tnang..tu ak cnfirm..ak ksian kt atiqah..die stia..ak khiant kt die..ak bkn jnis laki yg lyak wt die sbnrnye..aftr all what i had done to her,not me actually..die dserve sumone else..but stll,die stll bley trime ak,amk ak,syg ak,cnta ak..die stia kt ak..kt taiping,ak sia2kn kstiaan die..kapel ngn org laen..yes,mmg ak da jnji ngn die ak x kn tipu die lg..tp knape ak msih ingt kt pompuan tu lg..knape..die da x nk trime ak,tp knape ak msih sbuk cri2 die..die sudh lyn ak mcm anjing,lpas ape yg ak da wt kt die..tu yg die blas,tp npe ak msih nk cri die.mmg,ak mmg wt slah kt die..ak abndon die..laki,bese la..sng lupe..mcm la die x pnah wt mcm tu kt ak..bsar sgt ke slah tu..ehh,g mmpus la org mcm ko tu..ak lak,da de angel dpn mte,stll x nmpk2 lg..im so sory swetheart..i luv u,but the memory alwyz mke me unhapy..i need to be near to u,my luv..knape la sush sgt nk lupekn pompuan tu..pe die da gune2 pape ke kt ak???smpai ak da x ley lupe die..ke mmg die da sumpah x kn bg ak idup snang smpai bile2??x kn smpai mcm tu skali..ya Allah tolg la buang sgale memori ak ngn pompuan tu..ak nk knangn mnis bru ngn psangn ku yg skang nie,ya Allah..hnye Kau tmpat ku meminta prtologn..hnya kau,ya Allah..
rahmti la hbungn ku ngn atiqah dn lindungi la hbungn kmi smpai tiada lg kmi br2 di dunia ini ya Allah...
Amin..

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

complicated

assalmmualaikum...
thanx swetheart..untung dpt mkwe mcm nie.ye la da knal sgt ngn kte..mklum la da 6 taun kn..tp bkn itu yg hndak d prktekn d sni..trikh 20.6.2011..trikh prmulaan for plajar2 aa-lvel gmi..we started back our syllbus..A2..much more difficult thn b4..mcm skang,ak tgh rvise blik chemy..topk 5,chemicl energtcs..bg ak sng..ak mmg bley wt lju2..tp kekdg,tah la..ak mst kntoi..ak ase ak bkn jnis exam type prson asenye..math td ak rvise..masyaallah,pning da..tp lpas rvise,ak da nmpk skit la flow topk tu mcm mne..tu la kn..org kte rzeki tu tuhan yg tntukn..by the wy,ak da cntct blik ngn shabt lme ak yg lme tlh trpish..shahiedzat nordin..skang d rusia..but the best thing is,he was the sme person i"ve had  know b4..so ak ade jgk la tnye2 pndpt die psal ak skang kn..pe yg ak tnye??/oppsss,sory..scret ok..yg pntg,pe slahnye kn kte tnye mmber2 kte yg da brjye awl dr kte kn..org kte,amk brkat..skit pn jd la..org la kte,k ckp bli kje...huhhhh..new smester..new things..damn..the new time tble lke shitt,man..rest sjam je tau x..strt pkul 8..stop jp pkul 2..lunch plus mkn2 sume ngn myang..pkul 3 kne msuk lcture blik..perghhh...silp ary buln,kteorg bley jd tough ooo sbb bnyk jln n rushing..pastu abs pkul 5..pastu ak,kne rushing maen tnis plak..x la hbt mne..tp bley la..stkt wkil ngeri tu,pnah la skali dua..jgn jelez...btl la pe yg my lady siad to me...bile kte solt pnuh,jiwa tng,mse dlam shri tu ase mcm pnjg je..bg certain people tu stu bnde yg x bgs..but for some people,thts a good thing,ok..as a muslim,if we been near tu Allah,i cn bet to u all,all things cn be sttle..kte ase idup mcm best je..tp jgn lupe mati lak..bhaye tu klu de skap x ingt mti..k la..otk ak pn da tng skit,aty ak pn da kmbli ceria..till we meet next time..
assalammualaikum...

Monday, 20 June 2011

Success....we want it !


Assalamualaikum...

First of all...nk wish...welcome back to new sem,syg...
(korg nak tau npe??)...
Bf nieh dy bru msuk A2..(ktenyee nieh lg sush dr AS..)
Yg gf tau sebut jer pe tuh AS n A2...xberani nk komen sgat..
More info korg tanye laa si bf nieh sal GMI nyee silibus camane...
kalu korng nk tnyer sal silibus matrik ,,insyaAllah..gf nieh tau...


Si bf ckap..d' first day A2...ok jer...n not bad..
InsyaAllah....gf doakan bf nieh sentiase cemerlang...
Nk study gtau yee.gf tau yg bf nieh time study dy..pas mghrib..
tgok keadaan la....n mood kot...
But gf tau bf nieh..ader azam bru ntok sem bru nieh...
so insyaAllah...abg..u'll grab yours ,k...
we hope our success ,rite??


n sorie..diz 23/6..b xdpat nk jumpe abg lg...angah xjd pegy IJN...
blan 7 naty kite marathon movie lg,k...kite jmpe,k...
I misss you....n of coss...love you 4eva....
n i love ur new song to us...HAmba Mu...
N wait 4 ur new entry again..heee..

       ni lagu hamba MU....hayati.....kisahkan perjalanan dlam mncapai kejayaan lam idup...

CEKALKANLAH HASRAT DIHATI...
SEMOGA KESUSAHAN BISA MENGAJAR ERTI TERUS ASA..


Sunday, 19 June 2011

I LOVE U,dear!!

Salam...

back to entry..kali nieh agk nk manje2 la  kan..
heeeee~~~~

Sy sgat2 sygkan buah ahti pengarang jantung sy neh...
Dy nieh mak ai..lawak pon ade..serius xpyah ckap la...memg sgat2...

Kalu bleh blog nieh pon dy nk serius2..hee...abg2...
serius dy pon ,kdg2 manje tau..jgn men2..
Dy  nye style simple jee...tp bg sy...he's so stylish...
Xpyah nk touch up sne sini..kn...

Mkn lg la xmemlih..budu mkan..tempoyak mkan...
sambal kulat dy ske..feveret kot..sme la ngan mushroom soup..
Ishhh..kne variety kn mskan nieh...

Swetheart sy nieh..ske sgat2....kumpul kasut skang...
Dy kate..da bnyak koleksi kt umah...xpkai pon..ape laa abg nieh...
Nk cipta BOOKS OF RECORDS agaknyee kn...

Kalau bkak tab dy tuh...sah2 la bkak newcastle nye web kot...(sy pon xtau nk sebut ape)..
Fanatik sgat2 nieh..smpikan player nak kua dr team tuh pon..dy sedih...

Dy ckap kt sy..dy takot sgat2 skang nieh...
susah aty..macam2 la dy cakap..
Syg...
Baby tau pe abg ase...istikharah bnyak2 kayh...
Allah sentiase bersama hamba2-Nya....
Setiap manusia telah tercipta peluang..
It's all up to us to accept it o not...
Wateva ur choice ,ur way 4 ur future...
I'll always with you,syg,,,....
We will be successful person,k..

B SAYANG ABG.....

Friday, 17 June 2011

Jangan Bersedih,sayang..

Assalamualaikum...

Tgok entri cam sumting happened kn....of coss stiap manusia Allah da tentukan hidup seseorg....
Maybe..kejayaan dtg bergolek,,akhirnye kdg2 kite kecundang  dtgah2 jalan...
Kalu kebahagiaan..mybe akn ade keretakan even smentara  o kdg2..but impak dy bsar........


Abg...
b selalu ntok abg..
luahkan ape yg pe abg nk luahkn...
mybe sumtimes nasihat b xkne pd mslah yg abg luahkan...
kite sme2 p'betolkan..
we'r grown up already..can think more n more....
when i heard ur storiee...i try to put myself in ur situation...
n i think i need to be strong *cry*
if diz goes to me...b pon xtau pe yg ptot b wat,syg....

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My dear...
try to complete our 5 times in a day..
tu dpt tlg kite sgat2....
InsyaAllah.ngan keizinan yg kt atas...
Permasalahan kite akn dpt selesai...

Tetapkan diri kite...
matlamat kite,syg..
JADI ORANG YANG BERJAYA,,
Xkaya harta xpe..bia kite kaya ngan ilmu....

Anyting yang kita wat..bia dimulakan ngan nawaitu yg btol....
Elakkan dr segala mslah dalam diri....
Lontarkan jaoh2,,,
Kita carii ilmu bkan ntok dunia malahn akhirat jgak...
Bkan ntok diri kite shaja malahan ntok generasi sterosnyee...

Abg.....
B syg abg sgat2..xtau cmane lg nk kasi tau..
Da ke thap infinity asenyee cinta b kt abg...
B ase abg sgat2 tau pe yg b ase...
Jgn berahsia2 da ngan b..
Luahkan sumer yg terpendam...
It slowly help u,syg...


I LOVE YOU 4EVA ,,n ....ALWAYS 4 YOU !!

Thursday, 16 June 2011

permintaan kekasihku

assalammualaikum..
lme da phak lelaki x wt entry...ats prmintaan dr keksh aty ku,ak wt la entry nie for her..latest news yg ak dpt dr die ialah yg die x dpt twarn msuk ke usm...i know she fell sad bout ths news..but i told her that mybe god want us to be more nearer to each other..ak ckp la kt die bkn usm je yg bgs kt mlysia nie..mcm la sk dlu..first twarn yg open of coz la mrsm..tp bkn mrsm je stu2 nye sk yg trbaik kt mlysia nie kn..mke sense right..i know,she's far more btter thn me..more intllingent,more pssion...n i cn bet tht one day she'll be the best among the best in her field of stdies..sygku,usah kau brsedh lg dgn ape yg sudh trsurt..anggp la ia sbgai stu tmpran dn ujian drpd pncipta kpade hmba2 nye..i luv u,ok..new motto for u,swetheart..keep mving forwrd,ok..
now,bout me..mse,12.44 a.m..ak skang brade kt sri plangi hotel,mlake..why???hlidy of coz..sudden hlidy i cn say..tgh2 nk g lunch td,mama ak col..dgn slamba,'g pack brang,we're going to mlcca tody'..tp shati je la sty kt sni..ary nie jgk,ak da nk bla..(da pkul 12 time ak tlis entry nie)...ye la..ary nie da jumaat..myang of coz...mlam nie mharaja lawak,ok..cnnot miz tht thing...dpt la bli beberpe brg..juz 4 my swetheart nie,ak x bli lg..
thts it la ak ase..xde pape lg la nk taip..mybe klu ade pape,next entry la kot..k la..dr pihk lelaki,sekian
assalammualaikum..

Friday, 10 June 2011

Cuti??oliday???

Salam...meet again on diz post...



Lets talk bout entry yg kt ats tuh..
sumer nyer  msty.... konfem....wajib..compulsary..*even sme mksud*...
hepi kn...ala...bkn stakat bdak2 skolah jer...cikgu2 lg la..mak ai....ske xbleh nk habaq...
dak pas SPm ker..pas asasi ke...pas mtrik ke....pas A-level ke...pas sgala2 la...
konfem terharu ngan pgilan n seruan cuti nieh.....


Back to entry...

kalu cuti kn korg wat pe ea???
haaaa...tido da mmg wajib ...coz qadha yg kt hostel kn..kn3..
tido xpyah ckap la...mmg minat sgat2...
bgon jer tgok2 matahari da tegak ats kpala..
ader jgak yg lg malas....mlam plak bru bgon..
ntah subuh kea,zohor kea...emm sng cter la...
Tiang agama tuh xckup..
opsss....empunya blog nieh ckup kot..insyalah...


okay..time cuti2 nie la...kwan sane sini col

"oit,ble nk wat reunion..ak rindu korg laa"

jwapan pe tau..

"korg set la date..pape roger2 ek.."(itulah ayt yg common la)..

TP.......tgok2  tibe nye cuti..

"sorie..ak ade keje cuti nieh...ak nk g kenduri..ak nk g sni..ak nk g sne.."
hahhahaha....



Time cuti..emm...yg pling bes kalu dpt kua ngn kwan2 la..time nieh la jgak nk release tension..nk date sne..date sni....
uisshhh...ckap DATING2 nieh....teringt la time kitorg date..
miss dat moment!!!

Time hang out...pling penting..kalu yg duk area kl ke selangor ke...
tgok movie..x kt MID...Mines...xpon kt PAVILIOn..xpon...ouh..METRO.KAJANG. ckup....fullstop..
kalu org PANTAI TIMUR nieh xla bper maju sngat...*wink2*
coz mane ade cinema2 nieh..stakat bowling ade laa...



ermmm...mkan2 tuh memg la kwajipan....
xlengkap asenyer hang out tanpa MAKAN..hahahah
TEPPANYAKI laaa..KFC laaa...MC'D laa..A&W laa...nasi goreng kt food court laa...
mcam2 laaa....smpi kenyang n xmau blik kot...



Kalu ngan famili...
Yg nieh xpyah nk ckap...
Nk je pape..KONFEM dpt *kot*..
hahhhahaa..uhhh..kdg2..*sigh*..

G bercuti lam Malaysia ade...
G oveseas ade..
cross the sea pon ade....hahhahaha

wateva larh..aslkn ...cuti dimanfaatkan....

But kitorg ney plak....

yg Bf cuti xla lme sgat....almost 7 days ++ kot....al maklum..bru abis Final.Exam..
ckup la tuh..dak A-level la ktekn....kne work hard ckit..
naty leh cuti lme2 kt ngara org lak..tau3...syookk tuhh!!!
yg GF..mak ai..cuti...lme glerss.....almost 5 months.....tanam anggur jer kt umah..hasil xkn ade pon..
keje la jgak part time jd fasi kt kolej ..hahaha...elaun ade la ckit...tu pon....nk cri pngalam keje.
tp cam da xberbaloi la kot....
last2..smbong wat lesen je la...

storie2 lg sal bf nieh..
oliday kt Bangi....nk jge wan ngn atuk dy la kot...
bru bes kn....bleh mkn msakan wan jer yeee..
ermmm....tgok2 youtube MAHARAJA LAWAK..
tgok2 movie..lyan TRANSFORMER..GROWN UP...mcam2 la...
kemudahn ader..so gunelah kn...:D

gf kt umh jer..ternak lemak kaw2....haaha..n habiskan beras kt umah..
Belajr la jgak msak...kang nk jd bini org naty..
Terkontang kanting...xtau mne garam..mane gula...hahah
*nmpak sgt la cam xpenah msuk dapur,dat basic one kot*
lyan2 cite kt TV..
NORA ELENA lah....ANNISAA la...pe lg yee???BNYAK LA!!hahhaah..

OKAYh....fullstop........

Oliday????ble first2 blik...perasaan BOSAN....fuhhh melanda kowt!!..tp ble 2,3 ary..
alahai..seminggu nk blik kolej ke..nk blik hostel ke..nk JOM KE SEKOLAH ker....
sumer muke tension blik...
why  not..msty la kne pk sal belajr balik..hhahah..


Okay..no more kerepek ntok merepek...Dat's all 4 diz entry
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Enjoy reading our blog..

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Here I go....Honestly....

here I go....

First:....I miss sumone who care n love me until now.....
next....I miss person who loves me so much......( i dunno how much..heee_)
Next2......I miss a guy who understand me a lot......
Again....I miss a boy dat i dun want to lose him forever....n i want dat boy in my life...
.
I love a guy with the meaningful name.....(who is he???....)
   I loveeeee him....sooooooooo muccchhhhhhh...

My dear,.my b...

Dat guy is YOU!!!!

Memg xder keje....:D

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