I'm speechless...

I dunno how 2 xpress more bout my feeling now....i hope u read diz blog dat we create together.....i'll nver hate you...coz i still love you..but i can't accept wat u had done..plezzz....my days are not like other days anymore..i need a spirit to get my life..i can't accept diz!!!!!!!!!!..i still love you......i can't go on my days like before..i need my life with ur laugh .ur strength to me....ur motivation to me...how come i can live without u!!!!!!!i miss you so damn much!!!!!!!!...i dun eat the whole day...i can't forget you!!!!!