28 APRIL 2011!!!!!!!

Awk........


HEP! 19th B!rThday,.....da besar yee....jd more matured tau..:)..jgn nkal2...jd rjin2 lg...n hope hepi sokmo2 tau...viel gluck ....sy syg awk sgat2 taw....sorieee.....sy pon rindu awk..hope you can be a successful person one day..n all ur dreams become true...one more time..


"Alles Gute Zum Geburgstag"
"saengil chukha hamnida"

Tentang K.I.T.A

Based on the title above(hemm,cam nk wat essay kn)..

sy nk gtau...sy sgat2 syg kn seorg lelaki nieh....dy wat sy jd sgat2 syg kt dy...dy  la org pertama n sy hrap org terakhir lam idup sy...sy knal dy tersgat la lame....bnyak ske n duka sy lalui...susah senang sentiase dkongsi..n ade one time..dy sendiri ckap..no more secret between us....yesss..no more...sy xboleh ntok lupekan dy even dy suh sy lupekan dy....soriiiee..but sy tau..Allah Maha Adil...

name dy sgat2 la senang nk ingat..yg bawa maksud Syurga.... nme sy maksud nye yg mulia...hemm..gabungan kn bgosss....

org yg sy cintai,kasihi n syangi ngan sepenuh aty sy nieh...agk jaoh dr sy...dy di Barat sane..sy plak d Timur..mmg gune lebuh raya Timur-Barat lar.....tp..dunia sgat2 la canggihkn...handfon ader...nk fb-ing...dy ckap blum mase ntok dy wat..but okay la...sy xkesah..i think it's better...umm..naty da sgat2 bribu2 batu jaoh..naseb la skype ader...xpon YM...sy xnk berjaohan aty ngan dy...eventhough i knoe ,nk jumpe sgat2 jaoh...bia aty sentiase dkat..1 hope from me,u..."INGAT DAKU DALAM DOAMU"....jgn 'down'kn diri,k...ingat pe awk penah pesan kt sy..n sy pesan kt awk...ur probs is my probs tooo,k...so kite share ,k...jgn diamkan,,,,luahkan.....

Awk....sy nk ckap.n nk list pe yg awk penah ckap kt sy n sy dpat tgok lam diri awk selame sy knal(habit)....actually i've one journal..dat everyting is jot down there,n sy ingat...naty awk pegy german naty..sy nk bg awk pgang bku nieh...ni antrenyer:

1)not too interested ngan bnda2 cam x berfaedah..

2)senang sgat mrh..tp ble d'cool down..a little bit ilang....

3)dun force you 2 do yg anyting you xske

4)manje...nkal...

5)sweet...(ble jd manje2)

6)sgat2 direct to the point ble nk knekan sy..hemmm...(nkl sguh)

7)nk sy jd good cooker ntok awk one day...

8)xske mkan kt luar ble da kawin..

9)pling nyampah kalu sy sorok kn sumting.....

10)jgn tipu awk!!(ni awk penah ckap)

11)ske sgat2 men bowling(kalu bleh2 ary2 kn)..pastuh men futsal,tenis(tiap2 ptg la kn)..yg len...Football,badminton..:)

12)want me to be the best 4 you...

13)pling la nk mrah n xske kalu sy tido lambat waktu mlam....

14)susah jgak nk bgon pg even alarm bunyi2...

15)penah ckap nk name anak if laki starting from A***** F**** or gurl F****A******...

16)nk simple2 je lam idup..

17)nk sy jd lecturer..(if rezeki dpat jd engineer jgak??)..tgok la cmane naty...

These all..my opinion n pe yg awk penah ckap kt sy...n seriously i can't live without you...i need you...
Nie sumer yg sy nk post...Allah masih bg sy peluang....sy sgat2 bersyukur,awk....

Awk....

SALAM.....guten morgen!!!!mownink!!!......(time posting nieh pg kn)....



Semalam,xtidor sgat pon...tgok2 jam kol 5.50 a.m..n dengar2 azan subuh sayup2 kedengaran....sory syer tido lmbt smlm....bkn sje2 mmg xbleh tido...awk pon tido awl..:(...semalam awk text syer suh read ur post..i had read it...but ader ckit la sy xpham....xplain la,awk...
N pg nieh,u wake me up....tengs yaa....lam sjrah kot tido xsmpi 2 jam..huuh..tp ptg smlam ,syer da tidoq da..:)...



           I miss you,Firdaus!!!!!!!!!
    
                I L**e you,,,,!!!!!

keputusan

aku ngaku...selalunya bukn semua kptusan memihak kt kte...kekdang tu tuhn sje je nk tnjuk kt kte yg bnde yg kte wt tu sbnrnye salah..pe bnde yg kte wt kt org tu,on the spot tuhn blas...bnde sme,sbijik...x tpu nye...nie bsed on my true story..memg ak ngaku ak da skitkn aty die...krane d sne,si die yg lme ak cntai mrane...x tpu,ak tetp sygkn die..dn ak lg suke kliu die jd istri ak,sbb ak lg nk nilai keistrian dlam dri die...n die sgt mengenli dri ak...sgt2 mngenali...i juz want to say,i am really2 sory...n i really2 damn miz u..i luv so much..although,sbnrnye ak da x nk ade pape kmitmen,tp sbnrnye ak sgt syg kn die..sbb ak,plan die hncur..ckup la die mrane..kli nie,plihn mktmad,insyaallah,jnji akn ak tunaikn...

Viel Gluck,awk....

Salam.....


diz post is on 1.57 a.m...19 april....I felt so2 sad n have cried 4 the whole day yesterday.....i miss u...sory.....i can't forget you.....

I wish u ..all d best in ur exam..i guess ur trial skang kn..sy xlupe ur  exam schedule....everything is jot down in my journal...wat yg bek2 k..i believe u can do it...i felt hepy when u hepy,awk...

I'm speechless...

I dunno how 2 xpress more bout my feeling now....i hope u read diz blog dat we create together.....i'll nver hate you...coz i still love you..but i can't accept wat u had done..plezzz....my days are not like other days anymore..i need a spirit to get my life..i can't accept diz!!!!!!!!!!..i still love you......i can't go on my days like before..i need my life with ur laugh .ur strength to me....ur motivation to me...how come i can live without u!!!!!!!i miss you so damn much!!!!!!!!...i dun eat the whole day...i can't forget you!!!!!

NAPE SY????

salam....my dearie blog....

Ak pon xtau ptot di update ke x blog nieh..tp xpe..coz actually i'm really love him..maybe he juz love me but  not giving lovessss 2 me...tengs 4 dat happen .....i'm really dissapointed on wat u've done....it is second time!!!manela sikap awk yg dlu.....i'm hurt with u....the whole day i can't sleep..n since 5days lg i dun eat.......npew nie la jd kt sy...u made ur decision but..u make people here hurt with u.....


no mood to writing more longer....tenkiu..if u read diz..i hope u can think more....assalamualaikum...